AFTER PHYSICAL THERAPY I WENT AND GOT MY EYEBROWS DONE,MY HAIR CUT,AND I TANNED.IT FELT SO GREAT…YES I STARTED HURTING,BUT IT WAS SO WORTH IT JUST TO FEEL NORMAL FOR A LITTLE WHILE.SO WHY AFTER A GREAT DAY AM I SITTING HERE AT 5:00 A.M. THINKING STUPID THOUGHTS?BAD THOUGHTS…THOUGHTS THAT SHOULD BE CHASED AWAY BY GOOD DREAMS…BECAUSE SLEEP IS JUST NOT HAPPENING TONIGHT…MY FRIEND INSOMNIA HAS REARED HIS UGLY HEAD…SO OF COURSE THE ANXIETY HAS KICKED IN.IN ALL HONESTY I THINK IT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH THE FACT THAT I SHOULD START SOMETIME TODAY…WHEN THOSE HORMONES OF MINE DECIDE TO DROP ALL KINDS OF CRAZINESS IS TRIGGERED IN MY BRAIN…LOL ITS FUNNY HOW ALL OF THAT EFFECTS YOU…OH WELL AT LEAST ONCE I DO START I WILL SLOWLY RETURN TO SOMEWHAT NORMAL….AS NORMAL AS A GIRL CAN BE AFTER HAVING HER HEAD CRACKED OPEN LIKE AN EGG…LOL SO I GUESS RATHER THAN BORING YOU ALL WITH THE SCARY THOUGHTS I WILL SIT HERE AND PRAY SLEEP COMES SOON.IN 4 HOURS I HAVE AN APPOINTMENT.I AM REALLY GOING TO NEED A NAP….HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND CATCH YOU ALL MONDAY….