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Dear Tristin,
today marks your first day at a new school and first day in first grade.My how time flies…After one break down last week about missing your friends you turned into the brave strong lil man we know and love.To calm my fears this morning you even looked at me and said I love you mom it will be ok…and ok I am sure it will be.I cant wait to hear about new friends and how the first grade is.When shopping for a backpack with your nanny you informed her you where to old for characters and instead chose a simple black satchel.Its ok to slow down lil man its ok.We are in no hurry for you to grow up.So slow down and enjoy we love you….

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Happy b-day

Dear Tristin,

today marks your 7th year…wow how time flies bye.Its so hard to believe you will be starting 1st grade.Who is this lil man standing before me.You are such  gentleman.You are quick to open doors,fast on your feet when it come to taking care of your lil brother needs.When he is in trouble it is you he seeks out to wipe his tears…You are growing like a weed and are still as skinny as ever.Always on the go you have discovered the fun behind video games and are often glued beside daddy convinced you will eventually beat daddy.The love you have in your heart for everyone and everything astounds me.Oh how you fill my heart with joy with your hugs and kisses easing any of my fears of how good of a job we are doing…you Are sensitive my sweet boy and cant stand anybody to raise their voice even a lil bit.All I can say baby is we love you and are so proud of you.Happy birthday my little man and here is to many more….

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hmmm where to begin?

So life marches on know matter what.Kids grow,marriages struggle and yet we all continue on…Continue on to what?Well I’m not sure.My first brorn will be going into first grade,J is in school and we are working on this thing called life.I’m scared and hurt but we have been through alot in 12 years so lets just leave it at that and see what happens ok?My boys are becoming lil men.Tristin holds doors open for all and is the best big brother ever…They are still loving being in the same room together and you can usually see Braidi curled up next to big brother.Braidi hmmm …is in one word ROTTEN…lol he is crazy,and silly and so unlike his brother that if I didnt push him into the world I would question dna hehe..Tristin is still loving books and I enjoy watching him read.As for me I am so emotionally exhausted that it scares me at times..physically its all the same good days and bad days…..I can tell you when it is going to rain with a scary accuracy lol the benefits of my surgery better than the weatherman…but more to come later with pictures included I promise…off to relax with the heating pad night all

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Pulling away from my inner demons…

I have been in a funk…not any funk  a funk so bad I felt like my inner demons where wining.The thing is when you are a mommy you are not given that choice its fight to survive and dont give up….So thats what I am doing surviving for the boys….back in a few days with pictures of course because all these boys have done all summer is grow…sigh

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