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All I want for Christmas….

Is my two front teeth...

Is my two front teeth...

Yep my baby lost his other tooth.He sounds so funny now when he talks.The tooth fairy has a couple dollars lined up to put under his pillow.Monica I actually had merina up until Nov. when I had it removed to get my body back to normal to possibly try for babe number 3.As it stands girls I think for now I am sticking with the b/c pills.I am on one that works for me and we will see what happens.I just can’t do something so final.Enough things have been taken away lately.Besides that the pill is helping with my cycle.The surgery messed all my hormones up really bad and I am only regular now because of the pills.So for now pills it is.Believe me I am really good at taking pills.You would nnot believe me if I told you all the crap I was on.Lets see b/c,vitamins,pain,muscle relaxer,anxiety,sleep,depression..depression/anxiety me no way..lol..I got to looking at the pamplet anyways for the essure and its coils they put in your body I am not sure how that would react with all the scans I have to get done.The reason I say that is back when I had my IUD I had a scan done and the lady said it could possibly mess with my IUD because of how its made???can’t remember so the longer I sit on this the more I think the pills work so why fix what is working for now??Since the only person really worried about it is the Dr I am just going to wait awhile longer..I take a pill that is effective and we are still careful….thats my thoughts atleast..So thank ya all for the advice and I still say we should get together for the choc. and wine because its been a hell of a year and I am going to turn thirty..Never knew if I would be celebrating this one.So its time for some adult time and a sitter..

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Dear insurance part 2

Why is it everytime I turn around we are fighting about something..I just barely got you to cover drivers ed and the only reason you are covering it is our state gave you grief.Now we are fighting over a stupid birth control pill..What is the deal.Honestly would you rather cover my high risks pregnancies.The endless hospital trips,u/s,meds etc…The trips to the high risks Dr in a bigger city.Come on already cover a pill that doesnt make me what to chew you up and spit you out.I am mean on the current pill a change is needed asap,nuva ring not an option (cant go digging for something one handed.And I am not putting a miners hat on hubby and letting him fish it out.No IUD this time I need all the hormones in the pill since again let me remind you I HAD BRAIN SURGERY for goodness sakes.Do I sound mean yet?Keep messing with the hormones and see what you get.

sincerely (yeah right) oh ok I guess I am well mannered

lilmomma

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PAMPERED FOR THE DAY…

AFTER PHYSICAL THERAPY I WENT AND GOT MY EYEBROWS DONE,MY HAIR CUT,AND I TANNED.IT FELT SO GREAT…YES I STARTED HURTING,BUT IT WAS SO WORTH IT JUST TO FEEL NORMAL FOR A LITTLE WHILE.SO WHY AFTER A GREAT DAY AM I SITTING HERE AT 5:00 A.M. THINKING STUPID THOUGHTS?BAD THOUGHTS…THOUGHTS THAT SHOULD BE CHASED AWAY BY GOOD DREAMS…BECAUSE SLEEP IS JUST NOT HAPPENING TONIGHT…MY FRIEND INSOMNIA HAS REARED HIS UGLY HEAD…SO OF COURSE THE ANXIETY HAS KICKED IN.IN ALL HONESTY I THINK IT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH THE FACT THAT I SHOULD START SOMETIME TODAY…WHEN THOSE HORMONES OF MINE DECIDE TO DROP ALL KINDS OF CRAZINESS IS TRIGGERED IN MY BRAIN…LOL ITS FUNNY HOW ALL OF THAT EFFECTS YOU…OH WELL AT LEAST ONCE I DO START I WILL SLOWLY RETURN TO SOMEWHAT NORMAL….AS NORMAL AS A GIRL CAN BE AFTER HAVING HER HEAD CRACKED OPEN LIKE AN EGG…LOL SO I GUESS RATHER THAN BORING YOU ALL WITH THE SCARY THOUGHTS I WILL SIT HERE AND PRAY SLEEP COMES SOON.IN 4 HOURS I HAVE AN APPOINTMENT.I AM REALLY GOING TO NEED A NAP….HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND CATCH YOU ALL MONDAY….

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Oh yeah I have a Doctors appointment tomorrow.I can’t wait.Yeah you can insert the sarcasm.It is such a great feeling putting my feet in the really cold stirrups and if that isn’t worse enough hearing the words scoot farther down,well honestly that about does me in.Thank God after two kids I am not as modest as I once was,but it is still something I don’t think I could ever get use to.Who thought of stirrups anyways.Was it a man that was thinking about another way of torturing us?As if pushing atleast six or seven pounds out our womanly parts isn’t enough.So I sit here and think of how great my morning is going to start.Taking a three year old and five year old to my appointment.And we know how well that turned out in November when Braidi was talking about how gross it was.Tristin will have to be behind the curtain,but I already know that it won’t work with Braidi so bring on the fun.Hopefully he can jump start my period so I can get rid of this belly.I look like I am three to four months pregnant because my belly is so bloated.Add the teenage acne and we have a HOT woman.Oh yeah I look great (insert more sarcasm).Does my mood show at all yet?Oh well atleast in a few weeks I can go on that shopping spree Jason promised me.Shopping always makes it better(that is if I can get rid of the kiddos for a few hours).Maybe I can talk Jason into an early Valentines date.lol
Anyways I will update after I talk to the Doc. and let you know what I find out,until them I am off to repaint my toenails so atleast they look pretty in the stirrups.hehehe

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It’s just to quiet…

So that leaves me and my thoughts.Braidi and Tristin are both already in bed.Thank God they have been alot to handle today.Tristin is starting back into the crud and Braidi is still battling it.Jason is gone right now so its just me.My appointment to see my gynecologist is Wednesday.Looks like we will be inducing a period.Anybody ever had them induce one?If so is it really bad?I am trying to look on the positive of everything right now.That is really hard when you are hormonal.I just wish I could get it together.Jason hasn’t said anything else about that company instead he applied today for a similar position in our area.Maybe there is hope yet.Right now my main focus is getting my body back on track.We are being really careful for now.Jasons parents are talking about buying several acres of land,if that happens they will give us some of it and we will build on the land also.I am fine with that as long as we aren’t on top of each other.Which according to Jason it will be set up so we aren’t even close.With him saying that and applying for this other job it gives me hope that we will still be in this area.Is it any wonder why I am so fruity?With all of this stuff up in air its enough to drive anybody over the edge.I am going to get that fertility book that Kristin and Michelle recommended and start keeping track of everything that way when Jason says its a go I will be ready.That is if I don’t knock him off before hand.lol just kidding we are actually doing pretty good considering everything going on..

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Now that I have calmed down a bit I thought I would share his line of thinking.I have to admit that I understand were he is coming from,but it still doesn’t make me want to scream…lol He is the provider.He is responsible for everybody in our house.Jason just started a new job and he wants to make sure everything continues going ok.He is worried because of how pregnancy effects my body.I honestly can’t explain how sick I really was.I was on medicine,but even with the meds I continued to still throw up all day everyday.I spent several nights in the Hospital getting fluids.Several times I was so dehydrated they had to call in specialist to try to get an IV in.He says he just wants to wait a couple of more months to make sure everything works out.I am worried that he will try the couple of months thing and then keep stretching it out.I know that I am being irrational right now.I just can’t help it right now.Let’s just blame it on the hormones.lol I know that waiting a couple months isn’t really a big deal,and actually it will give me longer to get my body back on track,and longer on the prenatal vitamin.I am just really worried because I am NEVER this late…..It has got to be from having the IUD taken out…..Oh well I guess I will find out tommorrow.Until then I am going to continue to pout just because sometimes its fun just to torture him.lol I think I just have had a really long case of PMS…

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NEGATIVE

It was negative.Iam never this late so I have an appointment tommorrow with my Dr.I am not sure if I am screwed up from the IUD or what is going on.I have always been a 28 day cycle.So this is so weird…Jason and I actually had a fight about it last.I feel like I am going on this journey alone.He is not being very supportive this time around.He keeps listing everything that could go wrong.Yes Jason I know that I am a puker and have been in the hospital on and off my whole pregnancy because of it.Yes I know that I have a friend that has a disabled child because of what happend during the delivery.etc.etc.I don’t understand what waiting a couple months is going to accomplish,but that is what he thinks he wants atleast for now.Maybe its a maneuver on his part to shut me up.I don’t understand his mind.So I am frustrated!!!On the other hand part of me thinks this might be a good thing because something is going on with my body for me to be this late.Oh and the reason I have been sick(*antibiotics)I forgot how long they stay in your body etc…lol So if anybody has suggestions for good books on your fertility please let me know.Because my body doesn’t know what to do right now…

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