Whew what a week it has been..rough week at the ty house.J and I had a week.One where I am sure we both thought of running off.I think my anxiety over the scan started bothering him.And him being all man cant talk to woman about his thoughts.So its been bad.But he has cuddled with me and talked about what our new reality will be like.Honestly thats all I needed was something other than attitude.I dont really believe in divorce for several reasons I am the messed up product of one,kids,kids,we still love each other.Sometimes we just need reminded of that.Marriage just isnt easy.Are all divorces messy no,but nothing is ever easy.Lots of good friends out here in bloggy land/facebook have really talked me off the ledge lately.Thankyou guys you help me stay sane.I am trying to stay positive its just hard at times when the depression takes over.It doesnt help with all the insecurities knocking at my door…Kristin I really need to talk to you see if there is anything we can figure out to put me in shape,but not hurt me in the process..I am not sure there is but I will pay you if we can figure out something…Monica love you girl thinking of you and your little man hold your head up one day we will be celebrating a great bday…so thats it for now I am off to snuggle with the family…
Thank you Erica. You’re a sweetheart!
I’m so glad to hear that you two talked a bit. I hope this is the step in the right direction that you guys needed 🙂
And I can totally design a workout program for you. I’ve had clients of all ages, experiences and fitness levels – post surgical and many other special circumstances. I promise that I can whip something up that won’t make you wish you hadn’t worked out 🙂 Just drop me a line when you’re ready.