Its been interesting the things I have learned so far from raising the boys.It continues to get more interesting the older they get.For example Tristin has been Mr.big since loosing his tooth.So of course he has been talking about how biiiiiig he is getting.So I really shouldn’t have been so surprised when he yelled at me from the bathroom the other day.Guess what mommy my wieni* is really getting bigger too.The things I am learning lol….
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The swelling was way down when we ventured into the specialist.One very long drive good food,and a nap and I am kind of alright…MRI is still scheduled for next week.Maybe I just did to much…Its hard…Happy late bday Monica!!So for now we just pray that the swelling stays down and I take it eassssssy hmm???
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Crap,crap,stomp foot throw fit.Saturday was spend in the ER.THEY ARE NOT SURE IF i have a spinal leak or what for sure is going on.Right now I am in a neck brace to limit movement.This could be bad.We have to get MRI moved up first thing.Will keep you posted.Thanks for listening.
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Its still the same old here.We still to continue fighting insurance and I am still trying to return to normal.Lately I have really been struggling with the emotional and physical.The not sleeping doesn’t help I am sure.I finally took a sleeping pill and it didn’t help.Apparently I am just messed up.Emotionally I am a wreck.July has come to fast.Meds have been called in to relax me the day of the MRI.Honestly its hard to keep positive when you just want to crawl in a ball and cry.I know that I am so blessed for everything its just really hard at times.Lately it feels like I have had alot of down times,but life goes on…
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Bring me a good dream…The dreams continue to interrupt my much needed sleep.Why is it so impossible to have a good dream.Instead the closer we get to July 9 the worse they get.All of them are dreams filled with Cancer.I try not to focus on it and instead pray for a good outcome.But how do you control what your body does when it sleeps?In other news we still continue to fight insurance.Their reasoning is still the fact that I have had no improvement in the left side.How is it suppose to improve if they don’t continue the therapy?As for my posts they will continue to be short and to the point because one handed typing stinks lol.Monica I can’t get anything by you lol.J and I have a date tonight.The boys are staying over with his mom and dad..yeah a night to ourselves.The thing is we will end up being lost without them,but its so nice just having grown up time…lol So have a great weekend all and I will try to get my toothless boy pictures posted Monday.
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It has happened……My oldest has lost his first tooth.It feels like yesterday hes was just getting them.Now he is loosing them…Baby teeth what a huge milestone.I am still to sick to post pictures right now maybe later…Tristin was so excited that he woke up and had six dollars under his pillow…I think we will be going to the poor house paying for baby teeth lol…
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Let me take a minute and tell you just how thoughtful you are.It is so nice of you to go against the Doctors and physical therapist.They are amazed that you believe that I am well enough to only have seven more visits of therapy.Its funny that having upset Dr’s and therapist calling and telling you that its not a good idea,and yet you still insist that this is it for a year.I mean its not like I had brain and spine surgery or anything.My question is what do you do to people that have chemo treatments.Is there a limit and thats it?So in July if my results come back bad do I get to stress about how many chemo treatments you will allow me?Maybe I need to videotape my progress?You are so right.I am not stressed.What do I have to be stressed about?If you believe this I will gladly see a shrink and send you the bill.
Yours truly
very ticked off
lilmomma
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HEATHER tagged me for this Meme.
The rules:
1) Answer all the questions honestly.
2) Tag at least three people.
When was the most recent time you were burned?
I AM NEVER NOT BURNED…LOL JASON ONCE HAD TO TAKE ME TO THE ER BECAUSE I HAD SECOND DEGREE BURNS…LOL
Can you cook?
YES LOVE TO COOK…HERE LATELY I AM JUST GETTING BACK IN THE GROOVE…
If yes, name your specialties (three max.)
HAMBURGER GRAVY,CHICKEN AND NOODLE,MEATLOAF
If yes, do you like to cook?
LOVE TO COOK……
If no, do you want to be able to cook?
What color is your kitchen? WHITE,IVY
Do you bake? YES often.
If yes, specialties (max 3)
CHOC PIE,CHOC CHIP AND OAT BARS,HOME MADE SHORT CAKE
If yes, do you like to bake?
LOVE TO BAKE….
If no, do you want to bake?
What color is your apron?
BELIEVE IT OR NOT I DON’T HAVE AN APRON…
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-INSURANCE SUCKS….I THINK THEY LOVE TO ADD EXTRA STRESS.YES I KNOW
MY SURGERY AND EVERYTHING COST OVER 100,000.00 BUT I AM ALIVE CANT YOU CUT ME SOME SLACK.SO FAR ATLEAST YOU DON’T HAVE TO PAY FOR CHEMO.
-J AND I TEASE EACH OTHER ABOUT HAVING ANOTHER PARTNER.THE OTHER DAY J WENT TO LEAVE AND HE ASKED IF I WOULD BE OK.YEP THE POOL BOY IS COMING TO KEEP ME COMPANY.TRISTIN PIPES UP,BUT MOMMY WE DON’T HAVE A POOL LOL…
-MY APPOINTMENT TO SEE THE DR FOR BC PILLS IS ON THE 30TH OF THIS MONTH.
-THERAPY IS TORTURE…NOTHING LIKE PAYING PEOPLE TO BEAT YOU UP.
-I AM TRYING TO GET BACK IN THE KITCHEN ITS VERY FRUSTRATING…I KNOW PATIENCE ITS JUST HARD…
-ANYBODY KNOW ANY REALLY EASY RECIPES..SO FAR THE CROCK POT IS MY FRIEND….
-WE ARE LOOKING FOR LAND ITS REALLY FUN…YEAH RIGHT
-MILK IS 5.00 A GALLON NOW I THINK I NEED TO GET SOME COWS…
-THANK GOD FOR A/C IN 90 DEGREE WEATHER
-TRISTIN WAS A SHRAK AND PRETENDED LIKE HE WAS GOING TO EAT MY TOES…I CAUGHT HIM IN THE ACT…LOL
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TODAY THE BOYS GOT A SPECIAL TREAT.WE TOOK THEM TO SEE KUNG FU PANDA.THIS WAS AN EXCITING TIME FOR BRAIDI BECAUSE IT WAS HIS FIRST MOVIE IN THE THEATER.THE MOVIE WAS REALLY CUTE AND WE WILL BE BUYING IT WHEN IT COMES OUT.BRAIDI DID WELL(EXCEPT FOR THE TIME HE CAUGHT HIS FOOT IN THE CHAIR) ONLY A TY BOY….MOMMY DIDN’T DO SO HOT.I KNOW NOW THAT IT WILL STILL BE AWHILE BEFORE CHURCH HAPPENS.SITTING STILL LOOKING IN ONE AREA REALLY HURTS.OH WELL I SURVIVED AND IT WAS A NICE FAMILY TREAT.PICTURES TO COME LATER WHEN I FEEL LIKE LOADING THEM.HOPE EVERYBODY HAS A GREAT WEEKEND OURS IS GOING TO BE BUSY…
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